I’m not a Regressor

Chapter 1: Return (1)

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A black sky.

In the darkness of a faded sun and moon, there was a hill covered with numerous corpses.

Step, Step— 

A youth’s footsteps headed towards the mountain of corpses.

Wobble— 

Each step shook dangerously, one after another.

 

Death.

 

The scene was filled with pulverized and crushed corpses no matter where you looked.

Gore filled the area: internal organs and cerebrospinal fluid.

At that moment—

Owoooooah!!— 

—a pouring ray of starlight that brightened the darkness headed towards him.

[Goob Job, Awakener Lee Shinhyuk.]

A woman in a fluttering dress made of starlight with silver hair that came down to her waist slowly floated in midair.

“…Vega.”

In front of the eyes of the blood-soaked youth was a woman, no, a goddess.

Vega.

Star of the Weaver Girl.
Goddess of Lyra.

The most radiantly shining celestial amongst the constellations that lit up the night sky looked down at him with a cold stare.

[You have killed the Heavenly Demon and saved this world.]

Emotionless, an inanimate way of speaking—as if reading a phrase off of a piece of paper.

“…Saved?”

Shinhyuk’s mouth began to twist.

Kekeke.

His shoulders shook, and his laughter exploded.

“Saved? Did you say that I saved this world?”

A cracked voice leaked out between his dry lips.

“Stop—”

Boom! 

Violently stomping his foot, he cried out loud.

“—spouting bullshit!!!!!”

Tears flowed down his face. 

“What kind of saving is this!!!! What kind of fucking saving is this when everyone died to the hands of that monster!!!”

Thud.

Collapsing on the spot, he screamed.

“The apostles of the 12 Zodiacs! The Seven Stars!! Even those damn celestial bastards!!”

Numerous.

Thousands, tens of thousands of Awakeners had combined their strength.

The celestials that competed and fought between each other every day had held hands—all to kill the one Heavenly Demon.

To stop the one called the Sky’s Devil, that unparalleled monster.

But eventually— 

“Ev-Everyone… they all…”

Died.

They went and died.

“All… of them got eaten up…”

He helplessly dropped his head.

He recalled the vivid image of that lone monster ripping to shreds their combined might while devouring an entire celestial.

[But, the Sky’s Devil died in the end.]

That’s right.

Though the sacrifice of achieving that goal had been in the thousands, if not the tens of thousands.

The apostles that hunted, the brave warriors, the noble celestials.

Most of them ended up dying.

However, eventually…

The Heavenly Demon had died.

[Awakener Lee Shinhyuk, you have killed him.]

He ended up killing him.

“……”

Shinhyuk, with his hollow eyes, raised his head.

He could see the collapsed Heavenly Demon with a spear impaled through his heart.

A face covered with a blank white mask.

Azure eyes deprived of life could be seen beyond the mask.

Gulp— 

Swallowing his dry saliva, he spat out the monster’s name in a low pitch.

“…Heavenly Demon, Gwon Ohjin.”

The Sky’s Devil, The Owner of the Black Heaven, The Stigma Devourer.

Although many titles referred to him, there existed only one emotion towards him. 

‘Fear.’

Overwhelming, Absolute.

Fear.

The name ‘Heavenly Demon’ terrified the entire world.

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Of course, it wasn’t like that from the start.

The Ohjin from the past was someone who used to be a normal Awakener.

‘But.’

The power ‘Black Heaven’ Ohjin gained from awakening could absorb stigmas that celestials granted to Awakeners.

With that power, he had devoured the stigmas of countless Awakeners and even ended up devouring the owners of the stigmas, the celestials. 

‘That resulted in…’

This hill covered in corpses.

It was the end of the star called Earth.

[Awakener Lee Shinhyuk, for you who has saved the world by killing the Heavenly Demon, a wish that comes true will be granted according to the ‘Pledge of Stars’.]

The low-pitched voice of the goddess rang in his ears.

Lee Shinhyuk’s cold pupils flared up.

“…send me.”

Wringing it out.

He opened his mouth that had dry lips.

“Send… me back to the past.”

[…What did you say?]

Vega’s eyebrow lifted up.

[Are you perhaps hoping to regress?]

“That’s right.”

[…Do you wish to repeat that horrendous past once more?]

“It’ll be different.”

Grind— 

Lee Shinhyuk roughly clenched down on his teeth.

“This time, It’ll be different.”

Not because of anyone else.

But he himself wanted to make it different.

[Hmm.]

The Goddess’s eyes slanted.

[So you wish to be the Heaven-defying Star.]

The possibility of going against the world’s destiny.

The only existence that could write another page into a story’s ending that had already finished.

A Regressor.

The human in front of her… just wished to become that Regressor.

[A world’s destiny that has already been decided once will not change easily.]

“I am aware.”

[A future more painful and hopeless than the first time may occur.]

“I will change it.”

[There will be no second chances.]

“One is enough.”

Lee Shinhyuk’s eyes burned with determination.

[……]

The goddess gently closed her eyes, lost in thought.

A small period of time passed.

Golden pupils that looked full of starlight focused on Lee Shinhyuk.

[Fine.
According to the ‘Pledge of Stars’, I will let you return to the past.]

Clench—

Lee Shinhyuk roughly clenched his fist.

“One more thing.”

 

[According to the ‘Pledge of Stars’, there is only one wish.]

 

“This isn’t a wish, Vega.
This is a proposal to you.”

He continued with his crackling voice.

“Grant me the stigma of Lyra.”

[……]

The goddess’s golden eyes wavered.

[Are you not aware? This lady’s stigma… it’s something humans cannot bear.]

As she said.

To that day, there had not been a single human that had survived after being granted the stigma of Lyra.

Since that power was simply too overwhelming, nobody was capable of using her stigma.

Even the ‘Heavenly Demon’; until the end, he had been unable to receive the stigma of Lyra.

[Even if you are the hero that has slain the Heavenly Demon… The chances of being granted the stigma of Lyra and surviving is one in a thousand… no, it’s not even one in ten thousand.]

“If I cannot be that ‘one’, then there would be no reason for me to regress in the first place,” Lee Shinhyuk replied with his determined voice.

[……]

Vega again closed her eyes in deep thought and slowly approached him.

[Alright, Heaven-defying Star, this lady will grant you the stigma of Lyra.]

She placed her hands on top of Lee Shinhyuk’s shoulder.

[According to the pledge, the stigma of Lyra will settle in the moment you return to the past.
In addition… this lady will come to find you personally.]

“Come to find me?”

With what methods?

Did that mean her memories wouldn’t change even if he returned to the past?

[That’s right.
Even though you’ll be the only one to maintain the memories of this world… if you are with this lady’s stigma, my past self will be able to at least recognize the fact that you are a ‘Regressor’.]

In other words, she, who would lose all memories of this world, would be able to recognize the stigma as a sign of him being a Regressor.

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[If you are able to endure this lady’s stigma, my past self should make you my apostle.]

“That’s… a little reassuring.”

Lee Shinhyuk’s stiff face started to relax.

He expressed it as a little reassuring, but his heart was beating as if it were going to explode.

As Vega was one of the ‘North Stars’, becoming Vega’s apostle was something that countless Awakened people had longed for.

[Then, I will start the fulfillment of the pledge right away.]

“Wait.”

With Vega behind him, Lee Shinhyuk turned the body.

He faced towards the place where the Heavenly Demon had collapsed.

“Hah…”

He grasped the blank white mask that covered the Heavenly Demon’s face with his trembling hands.

And then…

He removed the mask.

“…Ah.”

In the mask’s absence, the face of a youth with slightly droopy eyes was revealed.

“This is… Ohjin’s face.”

For someone who had made the entire world shiver in fear, he had the appearance of someone very gentle and mild.

“…Hmm?”

Lee Shinhyuk’s eyebrows slightly scrunched as he observed the face of the dead Heavenly Demon.

‘Have I… seen him before?

He diligently searched through his hazy memories, but nothing came to mind.

‘Whatever.’

The important thing was the fact that he had confirmed the ‘Heavenly Demon’s face.

‘Ohjin wasn’t that strong when he first showed up.’

He had only started to get stronger at an alarming rate by using the power of the Black Heaven to devour stigmas; when he first showed himself to the world, he was nothing but one of the common Awakeners.

‘I will return to the past… and kill Ohjin.’

If only he could kill him